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Monday, November 19, 2007

overwhelmed

meeting deadlines this semester was extremely unpleasant. paternal granddad and maternal grandma were in hospital at about the same time... both fell down at home. grandma alright, granddad bedridden. and there goes cycle 233985047502703 of family politics and incessant caretaking. i pity my grand dad... i wouldn't want to be in his shoes and i pray hard everyday i would not end up like that when i'm old. when you become immobilized and have to put on diapers and defaecate and urinate on your own bed and having to wait for your children and grandchildren come before you could be bathed and cleaned... where is the human dignity in that?

exams are coming... deadlines are well... all done i suppose... and i am extremely overwhelmed by everything... i miss my friends. i feel like everyday i am going deeper and deeper into a hell hole. there is nothing to look forward to in the near future. right after exams work awaits me. hnrs thesis is the pits. and as i complain incessantly here i feel so pathetic that i feel like i'd rather die

cravie |22:18

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