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Sunday, September 30, 2007

so i have not been blogging for a long time... but that is only because I would have just ended up making noise and complaining about my horrible life. I mean, right now as I blog, I can't think of anything else other than my piles of work. I have been extremely busy... this semester's workload supersedes even last semester when i was taking 6 modules. Seeeeeee! this is why i stopped blogging for a while cos I didn't want to end up talking about school. But really la... school is taking its toll on me big time.

by the way, I just love mad jack's... yummy yummy food... although seriously, the blue mountain burger is sooo overrated... haha!... raya is coming already... time really flies... as usual, raya has lost its spark for me... what more with the house moving one week after raya and the deadlines come darting at me. on top of that I wouldn't have anything new to wear for raya cos my nice purple baju kurung (the only reason i was looking forward to raya) ... well the pants... had to be sent for alteration because I could not fit into it! and now it won't be ready in time. It's funny cos i sent a sample baju kurung in which I could fit nicely... even the pants, and they insisted that the measurements were all correct.... soooooooo how is it that I could not fit into the new pants??? pray tell me why my stupid baju kurung tailor? my parents asked me to go get a ready made baju kurung but no way in hell am I gonna bother myself with that... i'll just wear an old set... i haev many baju kurungs la... wear once only. I can't believe I feel nauseated talking about raya!

well besides that, there's nothing else to talk about... of course I did go out and all la... that my life didn't really just involve studying only... but I am immensely broke right now... because some people just refuses to pay the tuition fees. it is not the first time and I am really contemplating to just quit tutoring her kid. But i sorta pity the kid la... but then how sey? People say just go ask and ask for the fees until she gives but I don't like to extort money from people la. aiya dunno la.

and as usual, I feel mopey about melbourne again. or maybe not really la... I think what I need is a really damn good holiday. I knew this was coming... I'm burning out I think because I really feel like quitting honours year... I really feel I don't have what it takes to go on.

see... I ended up talking about school

I'm miserable

But I'm still thankful God...

cravie |11:23