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Friday, June 01, 2007

melancholic despondency

I check my email eagerly every morning, right after I wake up... hoping that i'd get any form of response from anyone pertaining to jobs and internship programs that I have applied for. I have sent so many resumes out and there have been no replies at all. it is very frustrating for me. It's already June and I still have nothing to do. I don't understand it. I mean, even a rejection email would suffice for then i won't still be hoping and waiting and waiting like a nut head. The NCSS internship program is supposed to commence next monday and yet till today, I have received no responses... no email turning me down... nothing... they did not say that they will only contact those shortlisted and so I am still awaiting a response. Any fucking response will do! It is just driving me crazy that my inbox are constantly empty. I am so exasperated that I feel like just going away and forget about even trying some more. I am angry... but I don't really know who at. It's easier to be angry at someone else but I think I am really angry at myself... well for a lot of reasons. at this very moment, life really sucks... and it's not in those cliched way of saying... I mean it really really sucks. it sucks so bad it's not funny anymore

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