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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Pffft

I hate my laptop. after three repair services at three different service centres across two different continents, it is still giving me problems. well.. not that major lah the problem but got some random weird prompts that come up leading to me having to restart it... and i dropped my laptop... and a piece cracked.. and i felt quite satisfied at that... deep inside.. it's like i wanted to say "padan muka" kau at my laptop...

my room seems to be in perpetual mess... yes my room has been messy before but never in its current perpetuity. i always clean up right after but it has been two weeks since all my clothes are all over the floor because on of the shelves in my wardrobe broke,.. for the umpteenth time and i couldnt be bothered to fix it... things are all over the place... i've forgotten that i have parquet flooring.. and the worse thing is i seem to be fine with the condition. it is damn wrong can! i am a neat freak and a friggin anal prick at that! really!

and to sum it all up, i feel HOLLOW. like really hollow... it feels real echo-y inside. i am not motivated to go to school nowadays... nothing to look forward to in life and i just feel super tired everyday. and again, worse of all... I DUNNO WHY that is so.

i am not whining here. just bewildered at the current state of things right now. it is really alrite that i have shitty days... cos everyone has them... but to not being able to put a finger to what is making me feel so miserable is just bloody frustrating. it's like u see a wound on your body oozing with blood endlessly, draining the life out of you, and yet, not only don;t u noe wat is really causing th ebleeding not to stop, but that you dont even noe how to stop that bleeding.

I am just so exhausted.

cravie |12:14

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