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Saturday, May 27, 2006

I have had two blogs prior to this new one and apparently, I am now determined to commit myself to dedicating my thoughts wholly (well maybe not everything that pops up in my silly head lar) on this beautiful piece of vitual canvas that will continually be coloured with beautiful paints of words, that hopefully will make sense to my readers. Honestly I really cldnt be bothered to blog lah cause i think there are a ton of other more important things to do in life besides divulging your possibly very very inner sentiments and thoughts which may not matter to anyone else besides yourself. Furthermore, I find blogging extremely exhausting because if I were to just spit out watever that's in my head... the sentences here will totally be incoherent and inconceivable to many and as such it takes a whole lot of effort to display something remotely comprehensible to everyone.

Yes! I am very long winded... In know that because I always find myself fumbling when speaking up in tutorials just because I take so long to get my point across that I will inadvertantly forget what the point i wsa supposed to get at in the first place. ANYWAY!!! PROCELEUSMATIC!..............................................................what does it actually mean... well go figure! and YES! it IS a friggin English word and that which I hadn't conjured up myself... because I AM NOT THAT CREATIVE.... really I am not! I swear to God!

After two paragraphs long, I just remembered that I had initially wanted to explain the real reason behind my third attempt at keeping a blog going because even s I'm typing this out, I am persistently psyching myself up on the idea that I will find blogging totally fun this time round becauseeeeeeeeee I am going to Melbourne for the next six months on a Student Exchange Program and my dear friend, Fiza, insisted that I should really have a blog again especially since it'll be nice to write about my experiences in Melbourne and further insights on my life severed from my family and friends. So this blog would prolly be either an advocate for the positive image of the "one of the most livable cities in the world" or a harsh critic against the unpleasant realities in Melbourne... but considering the fact that these would be based on my personal perspectives, it would not necessarily be an accurate account of the what life really is like for everyone in Melbourne... but hey... I want to write about melbourne like that what! so lemme be la siaakkkk! (yes i have an alter ego... thats why when u read my blog it'll be like a dialogue between two individuals like that... )

In two weeks, I'll be at the airport at this time... and will be off to Melbourne... I am blarrrdy excited but at the same time I am pretty troubled by the fact that I won't be able to see, touch, hold, kiss, smell, hit, kick and hug my family and friends for the next six months... the prospect of that is killing me but eh come on la hafiz! don't be a friggin baby can?!

look forward to greater things on this blog yarrrr... u will prolly just get to know more about me and grow to love me in time... but siak ah hafiz! who gives a friggin shit that you even exist?!

cravie |17:23